Can you hear me cry for you?
Do you feel the pain I feel?
Do you understand how much I crave you? Your touch, your face, your kisses, your smile.
Sometimes I feel so desperate for you, I sink to my knees, my will to live gone.
You've only been gone for a week, but I miss you so much.
I need to hear your laugh, your voice and feel you wrapped around me. But I have nothing. Nothing but deafening silence.
How do I live?
How do I go on without you?
You were my sunrise, my sunset.
I love your sisters and brother but how can I ignore the big, gaping hole you left?
How do I function?
Am I destined to be a robot, going through the motions, always feeling nothing but pain and emptiness?
Will I have to pretend to be happy for the rest of my life?
I must put one foot in front of the other.
I must live every day, one after the other.
But I don't know how without you.
Tomorrow I say my final goodbyes and I can't bear to face it.
Tonight my chest is heaving with pain and my stomach is churning with dread.
I love you so much. Please stay with me forever more.
I can't live without you.